A TALL ORDER

Matthew 5:44

“But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and  pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;” ~KJV

There have been times when I have wanted to cause someone bodily harm. I wanted to cause that person great pain and suffering because of what they had done to me. I was expert at being the victim; holding on to grudges long past their expiration date. I was becoming bitter and just plain old mean and hateful. I would lash out at those around me; completely getting on their nerves. To tell the truth, I was even becoming a bit sick of myself.  I wanted peace, but I knew I had to make a change.

Since I had tried other things, to no avail, I decided to pick up the Bible and read. I had no particular passage in mind, but I had heard that God would lead you to your answer if you would just pray and read His Word.  I ended up in the fifth chapter of Matthew. Most of it was in red so I decided that maybe Jesus was talking to me. I started with the “Be” Attitudes and worked my way down through the “salt of the earth” and the “light of the world” verses. I read past the recap of the Ten Commandments, the admonishments about making, keeping, and breaking vows and promises, and answering law suits, but nothing really spoke to the situation that I was in at the time. And then there it was, Matthew 5:44.

Jesus said quite a few things in that one verse that rubbed me the wrong way. First, I’m supposed to love my enemies, then I’ve got to bless them, particularly the same one that cursed me and did the mean and hateful things, and pray for them after they lied on me and used me up? “Really, Jesus?” That was a tall order to fill. However, as I mentioned above, I had tried other things that clearly had not worked, so I prayed and said, “Lord, you’re gonna have to show me how to do this thing.” And He did.

I was presented with an opportunity where there very one who had done me wrong needed my help in a major way. And again I said, “Really, Jesus?” I kept reading that verse and the ones that followed, and the Lord began to soften my heart.  I decided to apply the word and bless that person. I began to feel lighter, less bitter, more free. After the time of that person’s crisis was over, I got something that I never thought I would receive—an apology. I accepted and went away smiling, not because I had “won”, but because I got just what I needed from the Lord.

~ Prayer ~

Lord Jesus, I just want to thank You for answering my prayer and meeting me at the area of my greatest need. I thank You for Your Word and for providing the solution to every problem. I thank You for loving me, even at times when I am really sick of myself. Most of all I thank You for Your peace that allows me to live peaceably with others, in spite of the circumstances. In Your name I pray, AMEN.